i found the koren of honours wedding invitation in my room today. i wonder how long its been sitting on my desk. it made me think....should i come home? london really hasnt felt like home at all since ive been back. i just cant seem to settle in here. i havent really felt too happy with this city. or could it be just the eye.

i really do want to attend all these weddings. should i give up on london? im not sure if quitting is the answer. what do ya think?

who knew friendships could be this difficult. le sigh.

so im just never opening my mouth again. no more speaking. ever. or eating for that matter i guess. hahaha.

this is clearly not working.

im kind of a mess.

so i'm still making really bad decisions. time to become mute.

it also seems that i have become bruce willis in that episode of friends. goodness. shut the flood gates.